the end

this is the end of this blog,i'll reply to emails.thanks to those who wrote to me.see you on tour    marshall  x x

rome,milan or madrid?

having trouble deciding where to go next,been to a lot of cities now so end up going back to places i've been before and had a good time.art museums are the first place i'll visit,to look at the work of the masters.my first visit to the prado in madrid i'd been staring at goya' work for quite a while,one piece 'saturn devouring one of his children' really caught my eye.i lightly touched it with my little finger.the girl who worked that part of the museum gave me a hell of a row,threatened to have me removed from the building amongst other things.i let her calm down and started talking to her,very pleasant lady who invited me down to the south of spain to teach her daughter a little guitar.we see each other when i go back and laugh at how we met.rome,paris,milan,amsterdam,vienna,munich and venice have all been good to me and many others i'm sure,that's why i don't know where next to go on my travels.in case anyone wondered my love affair with heroin continues.my girls are alright aswell having fun and enjoying life...

walked out of rehab few days ago,i bribed a nurse to bring morphine in for me so seemed no point staying.to those who mailed me i'll send you some tickets for upcoming concerts this summer.thanks for your words.to the girls who mailed i live with three girls and don't want anymore but thanks all the same.devils.so back on heroin and about to go on tour,life is good.write soon xx

thanks to everybody for the e-mails of support,i know i should keep trying

hell

at the moment i feel the pain of a thousand crucifixions,trying to stop using heroin.never thought i'd ever try.can't live with this pain anymore it's worse than i ever could have imagined.not sure if i should keep trying

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bought 2 pairs of prada shoes,one pair of prada boots,a pair of ferragamo shoes and a pair of gucci trainers.3 versace shirts,2 vivienne wstwood shirts,one armani,2 prada virgin wool shirts.3 pairs of gucci trousers.4 versace ties,2 d&g ties,2 dkny,2 pierre cardin,1 armani,1givenchy.2 pierre cardin cashmere overcoats,10 pairs of ysl socks.2 pairs of prada sunglasses,2 versace,one gucci,2 giorgio armani and an ounce of heroin.going 2 smoke some gear and maybe die looking as beautiful as ever.

r.i.p

helena-rhiannon-elise.always love you.R.I.P